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when I was

teaching classes at university
I was conscious of always avoiding the group in front of me;

by avoiding the group as such
I avoided the presence of an ideology

my motivation was simply some modicum of the pursuit of happiness in general
which never can be a group thing
but always a one-on one motivation eye to eye

whereas I had observed other professors
who were animated by aggression and leadership models
that propagandizes the group into believing
and shaming the group into some collective body
that is in need of continous preaching and verbal whippings from above

avoid any role whatsoever

never hide behind a perception of distance

if the group functions 'right'
the individual lives only to experience and to repeat an indoctrinated ideology