attitude
includes prejudices
so these hysterics -
male and female alike -
repeat whatever they fantasize (about you)
and exhibit identical convulsions
while repeating identical fantasies
act them out in a 'public' places
where no one has a name where all are one
which out here
adds up to a series of controlled fantasies
a realm of quasi perfected humans
dictating perfections to themselves
each repeating the other's voice(s)
gender becomes irrelevant
both sexes "are sexed" cattle-like as per formula,
an official non-choice fantasy
fictions keep fabricating gender,
both actors, convulse in unison
look at you, eyes from convoluted depths
suddenly their lips move
a sentence, eyes staring
sentence repeats itself
over and over
an inner voice commanding
over and over
perversions repeat themselves,
yes, human automata repeat words
hallucinating verbalizer
empowered from within
'adults' performing as 'juveniles'
forever children in training
'normalized' dictated cultural tricks
add 'gender' and what they call culture
both reduce to an anti-social performance
the tribal WE, the communal US and much MORE
hysterics, perversions, psychotics
all driven as if by inner-voiced-saint's dictat
commanding
Never experienced this sort of behaviour
in one 'business like individual' after another
and another
and another...
since my working days, last century,
at a large city mental hospital
AND
one need not to voice ONE WORD,
NOT ONE WORD
their fantasy do the acting automatically,
supplied with all their words,
implicating them within their system
at the required exclusion of the 'outsider'
very needed
to reanimate their system
over and over and over and over
I used to call this 'managing by walking around'
and practiced it
it works
acting humanity keeps performing
the usual and the very unexpected
compulsion create words
performances beyond fiction,
but never ever abstract words
like high valuta 'love' poetic talk
and 'outlawed' eroticisms