as an infant
I saw Berlin moving, shaking, burning, demolished -
I call that experience
when school started it was acting, show
by that time I was already used to watching
actors on a real stage
life-long watcher,
animals watch you too
language sort of lies away the human animal,
language remains cosmetic, expansive
a cover,
evasive
voice gets lost within experience
and after, words falsify the voice
turning experience into meaning